Sorry.

Make an apologize at here to you.
I'm force to do that.
I wanna let you put me down...
So, hope you can understand what I means.
:')

Hope you can find a ... boy.. that better than me.
As you said, a guy what matter also can't rude to his girrl friend.
Yup.
为了让你可以放下我，我必须这么做...

Forgive me. :)
But I knew you'll never forgive about my fault.
Is'nt it?

Wish you happy always.
Miss you...
Truely...

cry.

忍着心痛，骂你走...
忍着泪水，要你找到比我一起更幸福的男生...
你不动我心有多痛，当我刚刚跟你说的那些话...
你也不懂我的意思...

突然想到用骂你走这招，让你把我放下...
要你觉得我是最不能要的男生，你就能放下我...
我还是那么的爱你..
说的那些，根本我就不能会对你说的话...
但为了你，我决定要这样做...
让你放下我...再见了
我的爱
我的女生
对不起...我爱你

圣诞那天，我买了那是答应过你要的东西...
Beryl's chocalate + strawberry
在你附近徘徊了很久
还是没勇敢拿去你家

就给我朋友吃了

我还记得我答应过你什么
还记得

而且

我还很爱你

希望你找到比我更好的男生:　)

Tired...

Today, I dated nethson go out da gei yesterday night. but i late wake up. actually 7.00 but i wake 9.00. So... get scold ><

then go eat at mamak.
Back home didn't eat thing.
Then go sleep awhile. wake up , play game, work.
Everyday also like this.. but if compare with next year, i prefer this.
when i go work, raining...
Whole body also wet even my underwear, today heavy...
Then get serius flu, very very cold.
No people care me, then still drink cold water.
then i get cough right now.

I felt my body have been weaker.
Sigh..
Some funny things happen at shop.
Got a kid. take a pen and... cucuk my ass hole...
Pain until i sit down at the floor.
There.. were many customer heard me scream when get cucuk...

Argue with...
No point to explain anymore.
I means... Myself.

Goodnight...

I will wait for you...

Baby, I will wait for you.

Because I don't know what else I can do.

I really need you in my life.

No matter what i have to do, I'll wait for you.

Don't tell me that run out my time.

Because that's worth to do that.



Actually that time, not I don't have money...
Just... I want keep it and.. buy the Christmas gift for you.
I keep it...
But. now you already don't want.
What I do, also for you.
But you don't know is for you.
I ask their number, because I want find someone to ask some opinion to tum fan you.
Sigh...
Wanna work.
See you.
Miss you.

Meteor...

Woke up at 9 am...
When i sleeping my mum say something to me, but i didn't hear that...

Then go cc with keat.
Almost 1 hour and 30 minutes back.

After that, my brother go school for exam.
Suddenly think, next year my turn to exam SPM.

Then play online game.
Until almost 5.30 pm.
Then worked.

Today... Got a indian guy, say the english not english sound.
Want menu but he said 'ME，么' 'NU，怒'
Then i get scold form boss.
whatever la.

Then there got auntie, very lan c.
whatever la.

I really don't want do at there anymore.
That's was sucks at there.

Then when back home, i park my motor her road junction there and watch the sky.
I saw the METEOR.
1st time see that.
Not enough time to appreciate it's pretty then it's gone.
Just... same like...
My love...
I not yet appreciate her good then she gone.
Sigh... Never mind la. Maybe...
I not yet have any qualify to appreciate it.

Night.

I still miss you and love you.

1 more day.

1 more day that we separate already.
Miss you so much.

NOthing special.
Just... today stall there got some government come and check.

Today she text me.
say we just can be friend.
: )
better than don't have.

I have to learn how to be don't lonely when pass a day that without you.
I will wait a chance also. : )
Night.

我还是会偷偷爱着你 : )

第一次用华语写 BLOG
今天开始，她不再属于我了...

早上起床，妈妈出去了，我就开始上网，所有关于他的东西...
真的很想她...
然后，今天，又诈病，说六点上班，幸好可以...
其实，什么她开心我就开心，我好想做不到...
感觉，她开心是因为没有了这段感情？开心因为得到了自由？还是什么？我很想知道...但我不能问她...
中午上很大雨，睡觉了就做工...
做工，今天发生一些事...
今天，我朋友，用他们的电话，弄一个朋友的女朋友，问她的胸围几多，我朋友假扮是那个女生的男朋友，他说了出来，知道后，就哭到很厉害...
她男友来我们公司找打架，我朋友就叫三辆车的人来打，可是...''得把口''...
我们公司的那个人就真的叫了他的大佬来了，我就很多事，劝架...
幸好没事了...
我都有点怕...

她...让我觉得我信息她，就在烦他，让她讨厌我...
但我真的很想她啊，我能怎样？我还爱着你啊....
我唯有等....

我爱你...
<3

24 hours...

We already 24 hours didn't text each other.
1st time.
Ever.

Today, I sick, high fever again...
Without ''something really hard cure...
But until afternoon I cure already...

Although she still angry me, but I also will send some message to disturb her.
But today... My hp out of credit. I want top up, but... What for to top up?
I top up also no people find me and i find no people...
I find that people also angry me...

So i cancel my thought to top up.

I didn't work today.
My mum today go my relatives there.
So tonight also... Free...
But...
That not same like that time...
GOt people accompany me chat on phone until 5 am...
I know this time, i lonely until 5 am...
I really miss her so much...
But now, we seems like break already...

Just now eat my dinner with nethson, chat with him everything about work, love, family everything.
He... A quite good paper...
Let me write, let me draw, let me tear...

No mood to write anything else already...

Night. <3

Blame...

I never blame on you...

Today, I fever...

Sore throat...

Woke up at 3 am and saw a message then I woke at 6 something.

When I can sleep, my mum guji my leg...

Call me wake up to eat medicine...

I go work at 4 something...
Very pain... I means my head and my throat...

There got a worker very care on me...

That people ask me still fever then touch my forehead, then say still have some...

Prepare a panadol for me, prepare a warm water for me, i cant eat rice, so cook some hor fun for me to swallow easily. Call me cant eat rice...

Always ask me still got fever or not. That people elder than me 2 years... Christian, and same church... Study UTAR.

Today, she pass my shop and saw me...

I faint and sit down on the floor because yersterday till now, just ate some food.
Almost back home, i vomit. Got some blood, I think, my throat was hurt...
I even cant talk or swallow my saliva.
But... The thing important is...
I still fail to tum fan her...

She still angry on me...

I never blame you that you do like that...

When work, i keep on see her picture...

I miss her so much so much...

1 day we sms not enough 15 messages.

Last last last chance...

She said she super disappoint on me...
I wonder what is that...
She didn't tell me.

Night...

LOve you...

Dissapear.

I will disappear when I live without you.

Goodbye. Everyone.

Goodbye. My gurl.

When you said you are not care me anymore.
My tears...
Don't know why, how i tum you also cant.

I reply you message with my tears.

Today I ready that you said break to me.
But you didn't.

I know you forget about yersterday is what day.

But I remember...


Sigh... Night...

I still love you. <3

A windy day.

Today...
Is a windy windy day.
Yersterday... I slept at almost 4 something. Woke up almost 6 but sleep back until 10.50

Then I started my work...

No customer.

Sick, headache when working.

Break 2 hours.

Then go work.

At night, many customer.

Then today lost almost Rm60.

Then back home,eat three medicine.

Argue.
Calm down.
Sorry.
Break.
Sigh.

I really don't want to reach until that step.

Sorry = useless
Me = useless...



Goodnight. Miss you.

Moody.

Damn hate today.

Whatever la. You want me do geh things, i also do for you la. delete mei delete lo. Nothing.

Today 7.00 am wake up then go eat breakfast with nethson then go cyber cafe.

2 something fetch kar lok go asked a job but maybe fail.

We are getting far away.

End...
No mood to write anything else.