cough

These few days I get cough.

Seems serious but lucky now cure little already.

The last day, I cough until got little blood when I split my saliva.

After yersterday drunk that mango juice, serious back.

That day I don't know she got come out and celebrate Carson's girl friend birthday.

The scene was very embarrass.

Sigh.

If I Know she got go, maybe i choose don't go.

I don't want let her feel unhappy.

But I saw that time she felt happy :D

Luckily.

After that day, my brain keep on thinking her.

Sigh.

Wish you happy always :D

看着你没有看我的时候，心真的很酸

看到你的时候，就想起很多很多跟你一起的时候

还有

去年答应过的事情

今年要做的事情

希望你能开心

知道你没上学

很担心

不知为什么

唉

还能怎样

希望你能打到你想要做的事情

:(

When we met, we act like don't know each other.
That feel was... suffer...
I always look at you... but I scare you look at me.
I tell myself, it will pass by time.
But maybe only...
coz we always together.

Sigh.

hope can all become better than now.

Always pay attention on all the thing thats related on you but all that thing are not related on me anymore, the word more worse is, none of my business.

...

You know I miss you, but I don't know you miss me or not.
Today at school was very suffer.
I want look into your eyes, but I scare.
I knew you still angry me...
Its okay.
I never call you to accept that reason also.
I knew I cant avoid anything.
I have to face it myself.

:'(

Sorry.

Make an apologize at here to you.
I'm force to do that.
I wanna let you put me down...
So, hope you can understand what I means.
:')

Hope you can find a ... boy.. that better than me.
As you said, a guy what matter also can't rude to his girrl friend.
Yup.
为了让你可以放下我，我必须这么做...

Forgive me. :)
But I knew you'll never forgive about my fault.
Is'nt it?

Wish you happy always.
Miss you...
Truely...

cry.

忍着心痛，骂你走...
忍着泪水，要你找到比我一起更幸福的男生...
你不动我心有多痛，当我刚刚跟你说的那些话...
你也不懂我的意思...

突然想到用骂你走这招，让你把我放下...
要你觉得我是最不能要的男生，你就能放下我...
我还是那么的爱你..
说的那些，根本我就不能会对你说的话...
但为了你，我决定要这样做...
让你放下我...再见了
我的爱
我的女生
对不起...我爱你

圣诞那天，我买了那是答应过你要的东西...
Beryl's chocalate + strawberry
在你附近徘徊了很久
还是没勇敢拿去你家

就给我朋友吃了

我还记得我答应过你什么
还记得

而且

我还很爱你

希望你找到比我更好的男生:　)

Tired...

Today, I dated nethson go out da gei yesterday night. but i late wake up. actually 7.00 but i wake 9.00. So... get scold ><

then go eat at mamak.
Back home didn't eat thing.
Then go sleep awhile. wake up , play game, work.
Everyday also like this.. but if compare with next year, i prefer this.
when i go work, raining...
Whole body also wet even my underwear, today heavy...
Then get serius flu, very very cold.
No people care me, then still drink cold water.
then i get cough right now.

I felt my body have been weaker.
Sigh..
Some funny things happen at shop.
Got a kid. take a pen and... cucuk my ass hole...
Pain until i sit down at the floor.
There.. were many customer heard me scream when get cucuk...

Argue with...
No point to explain anymore.
I means... Myself.

Goodnight...