24 hours...

We already 24 hours didn't text each other.
1st time.
Ever.

Today, I sick, high fever again...
Without ''something really hard cure...
But until afternoon I cure already...

Although she still angry me, but I also will send some message to disturb her.
But today... My hp out of credit. I want top up, but... What for to top up?
I top up also no people find me and i find no people...
I find that people also angry me...

So i cancel my thought to top up.

I didn't work today.
My mum today go my relatives there.
So tonight also... Free...
But...
That not same like that time...
GOt people accompany me chat on phone until 5 am...
I know this time, i lonely until 5 am...
I really miss her so much...
But now, we seems like break already...

Just now eat my dinner with nethson, chat with him everything about work, love, family everything.
He... A quite good paper...
Let me write, let me draw, let me tear...

No mood to write anything else already...

Night. <3